Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you,but trusting them not to"

So i havent Posted on here in years..literally. Its kinda funny and interesting to look back and read all those old blogs i wrote, cuz now im completely different person than i was back than.  I've grown and matured so much since then. Now- I love my life, i really do, im Blessed, im Thankful, I have a wonderful family, yeah we might have our issues occasionally, but my Family is great! I also Have The most adorable nephew in the world! He just doesnt know it yet! I Have to admit, There's one thing that always keeps me in line, no matter how depressed and down i might get sometimes, there's always one Person That comes to mind first, and Gets my through anything thrown my way...and that person is God. I have an AMAZING relationship with god. Thanx to Ted. I dont know where i would be today if it was for me meeting Ted and him educating me the way he did, i was one lost little girl, and he turned me around and set me down the right path, and i couldnt be more grateful. On Another Note. Im going back to Florida in 8 days, and lately i find myself wonderin what im getting myself into all over again, Is it the right thing to do to give him a 2nd chance- A shot at Love with Amanda Marie..ahaha! (jk) But hey, im a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, so either way somethin good is going to come out of this, i have faith in Ted, i really do, I feel like, He helped me out so much, and lately he kind of lost focus of whats real...and i owe it back to him to help him out. I feel like, by my giving him a second chance, i can open his eyes up, And give to him, what he had given me. A second chance?